Uh Oh!

Well it's 5am and I am wide awake. I laid down at about midnight so I got a good 4 and a half hours. Hopefull I will get tired again soon. I'm all anxious about this $30k and my monthly increase. I want to get all my debts and bills paid off quick, espically before I go to FL next wednesday. I started writing checks last night and will send them out today. at least I know my VA money will be clear by the time that they start coming in. It makes me anxious when The bank hasn't posted the check to my account yet and its still pending. I kinda understand though it is rather large, but it is a US Treasury Check the thing should fly through. I'm glad I got the check but I'm still waiting on the award letter telling me how much each month I get and what day, and all of that. The old Hurry up and wait again. Remmington is doing alright he is making friends with a girl at school named Rachel. He went to her birthday party and then she invited him sleding this week and now we are going to get togeather for a movie today, "college road trip". Then she may come to his movie and pizza night at the dojo where he takes Karate lessons. He is doing well in Karate but still struggling a bit in school. I have to keep him out an extra week after easter break because of my trip to FL. I'm keeping on a pretty even keel despite the money by increasing my valium daily and it seems to be working okay. I haven't gone on any massive buying sprees, but there are a few things I plan to get. one is a wedding ring set for my wife we never fot one when we got married so I figure it will make a great 10 year anniversary gift this august. Mostly I am planning on spending the money on investments from cd's to annuities and life insurance savings for Remmys college. Well enough rambeling for now I guess I might try and fall badk asleep again...tim