Twice in one week?

Two journals in one week?  Dare I say I am getting back on track?  lol  probably not but it sounded good.  Been feeling bad about not being here to give back all the support I have received over the years though.  Like I need any more reason to feel bad about myself I know.  Feel oddly shaky this morning.  Not really anxiety yet...just uncomfortable.  Worried about stupid work stuff that I should not even be involved in I know.  The job market is starting to change though...two people in the last week have given notice and found jobs that actually pay lol...maybe there is hope of escape yet.