Triggers

Oh my what a day, I went out and bought a GPS to use on my trip to FL. I charged it expecting that I would get my SSDI or realestate inheritance monies would come in with in the next 60 days. I figured the wife may get mad but she didn't. I also bought a mini cordless vacume for my son to use to vacuume his room with. Well I felt kinda bad until I got back home and checked the mail. there was one letter in the mailbox a check from the US treasury for $30,000.00 my arrears check for my SSDI had arrived. talk about one of my triggers. I always get a little manic around the first because it is my VA payday and I love paying bills. but this much and knowing I will be getting even more every month is throwing me into a majior mania and I am going to adjust my meds to help control it. My wife and I have talked about it and agree we are paying off all our debts not much on credit cards but a car loan and a personal loan. then all we will owe is our house payment. there is still going to be alot of extra cash and I am going to find a financial advisor to help me plan what to do with my monies. It is like a big weight lifted off my shoulders, I am so happy I could bust. I cant tell anyone in my family or they will think i'm bragging and want to borrow money, so its frustrating not being able to tell anyone. God has surely blessed me and I am going to be able to help my BIL like my bro helped me when I moved up here. Remmy was a good boy today and we had a good time at karate proctice. they are having a movie night on friday and we are going to invite one of his school friends to come along. well I need to try to look at getting some sleep...tim