today

It started last night...

This year was the first year our oldest daughter needed to file a tax return.  He told her to wait to do it.  My mom buys the software so she usually does them for us.  I had already made sure our two got taken care of.  I did not realize he told her to wait...or that he claimed her.  Because he claimed her, she could take some deductions she was entitled to and he basically screwed his own daughter out of a refund.  Plus, since he told her not to file right away now it was the last day and they dumped it on my  mom to take care of.  I was so furious I thought I was going to throw up.  We finally got through it all last night and he was at least smart enough not to say too much to me about it.  He knew I was super pissed. 

This morning some punk in a BMW tried to force me off the freeway in my new car.  I was again so angry I wanted to throw up.  When I got to work some plumbers that are working on the building next door were parked sideways across the parking lot so they took up like 6 spaces.  I told them they can't park there as I got out of my car and went into work. 

It was only 7 am and I was already so shaky.  I waited til 10 to eat my breakfast.  My heart just kept pounding weird and I was shaky again.  My boss is out on a vacation day so I am holding down the fort alone today.  I still feel like crap.  My brain is still not working right.  I am really tired of my life right now.  I planned on working on touching up my final project on my lunch hour.  It did not sync up to my google drive as it should have any my laptop at home went to sleep so I couldn't reach.  Guess I know what I am doing when I get home. So tired of this shakiness and feeling like my own body betrays me.  FML