Tired
I'm so so so tired. The last few days have been a blur. Actually, every day feels a blur. I've felt like every day has been a blur for the last couple of weeks.
Anyway, tonight I don't like my body still. It's hard not to be mean to myself. Even when I'm with family and I'm eating, I have those mean, cruel thoughts. Then I promise I won't eat the next morning or afternoon and the cycle goes on.
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I hear you! I am tired, not like sleepy tired but just fed up of life. Have no thoughts on harming myself so don't be alarmed but ii find myself day dreaming of a secluded house by the water where I can just be. No deadlines, no calls, no emails! I would take my kids and my dog but I just wish for a quiet life and I find myself in a busy life, unhealthy cause eat when am stressed and I too always promise that tomorrow I will start healthy eating but by noon I have has chocolate and sugar filled coffees. Anyone else just fed up of fast paced working life!