times
confusing times
im working so hard on projects that i am blinkered
ive have come nearly to the end of all the work i can do
research wise anyway
so its feeling a bit blank
i have to go back to selling soon
and i dont really like to deal with people at all
..
my new EX
has called me and saying mixed messages
one min saying its to upsetting and i shouldnt be around
then saying come here
now she wants to be friends again
but all this distance has made me feel it is best to go away
all the other stuff like her going to the usa to learn to be a church intercesser
? and diciple schools just seems nuts on top of her being a 40 year old
virgin is all to odd
she really is to strange for me
with go way come here
god says this god says that
shes to mixed up for me
i need a more simple woman
im working so hard on projects that i am blinkered
ive have come nearly to the end of all the work i can do
research wise anyway
so its feeling a bit blank
i have to go back to selling soon
and i dont really like to deal with people at all
..
my new EX
has called me and saying mixed messages
one min saying its to upsetting and i shouldnt be around
then saying come here
now she wants to be friends again
but all this distance has made me feel it is best to go away
all the other stuff like her going to the usa to learn to be a church intercesser
? and diciple schools just seems nuts on top of her being a 40 year old
virgin is all to odd
she really is to strange for me
with go way come here
god says this god says that
shes to mixed up for me
i need a more simple woman
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Either more simple or just easier for you to be with.
Someone you can feel safe with.
I think that might be a key for you. To feel safe.
I hope something comes up before you have to go back to selling.
ive listed a load of stuff for sale
but this time at a distance eg ebay not direct email
sold 3 things this week
ive not put an ad out saying im selling
it will have to be by word of mouth ect
need to sell at least 10 a week
today i sold one
but today i listed at 8pm
i just hope the sales do work out
.im sick of working so hard for nothing
ex is still telling me how much she is crying ect
and telling me words of love
but i cant even go there
how strange is life ?
its way to strange