times

confusing times
im working so hard on projects that i am blinkered
ive have come nearly to the end of all the work i can do
research wise anyway
so its feeling a bit blank
 
i have to go back to selling soon
and i dont really like to deal with people at all
..
my new EX 
has called me  and saying mixed messages
one min saying its to upsetting and i shouldnt be around
then saying come here
now she wants to be friends again
but all this distance has made me feel it is best to go away
all the other stuff like her going to the usa to learn to be a church intercesser
? and diciple schools just seems nuts on top of her being a 40 year old
virgin is all to odd
she really is to strange for me
with go way come here
god says this god says that
shes to mixed up for me
i need a more simple woman