Thurs sept 15

Class was cancelled so I am home early..just in time to eat dinner...problem with that is that once I am full it's hard to think about doing homework.  So here I am..writing away..It was a crazy unpleasant day at work..I was looking forward to class but have to admit I am tired and lonely and just want some sleep..I did not sleep well again...aching and kept waking with bad dreams...as usual cannot really remember any detail..except that it was taking place in our old house in Ohio...must be thinking of my grandfather again. HE's out in the garage drinking (big shock but he's not shit faced yet)and planning the food for the annual camping trip which is next week...I am sooo dreading it.  I like camping but this company function usually has an overwhelming amount of people...most of them drinkers...last year our campsite was right in the middle of the partiers..it sucked.  This year they say they will divide up the area to the more family area and the party crowd...I really hope so.  At least there is power in the camp ground so I can keep my nook charged up.
I have a small amount of edginess..not quite anxiety but not relaxed either...too much going on right now.