Things are getting even worser (is that even a word?)

Good morning Kindred Spirits,  I slept good.  Talked with God and many many other teachers in my dreams.  But I woke icey cold this morning.  When Victor came home he didn't speak a word and locked me out of the bedroom.  He also didn't speak a word to me this morning and didn't make extra coffee for me like he's done since 10/08.  Something has him agitated.   My church friends and I have swept the house looking for a clue and found that all three of his guns have disappeared.  The last anyone saw them was at 2pm yesterday.  We don't know where he put them and he wasn't home when I got home from the Hospital.  Also, it appeared that Victor hadn't even been home since I had left at 2, but he's very crafty. One of my friends is trying to contact a "good" guy in the Pearland Police department.  We need to sweep his office and our workshop to see what we can find there but Victor has never given me the keys.  One of my friends is trying to contact a locksmith he knows so we can enter those rooms.  We've all prayed about this and are ABOSULUTELY POSITIVE I'M SAFE, but we've concluded that Russell is not safe.  Victor has a lot of anger at Russell and it's progressively grown over time, but it's a sinister anger - like the times that lead up to our physical fights when I got hurt.  We know he won't confront Russell to his face, he'll take the cowards way out and is more likely to shoot Russell in the back if Victor goes into psychosis. The other thing of concern is that Victor's brother is the Chief of Police of the City of Cleveland.  His name is Henry.  Henry hates me, not personally, it's more out of habit.  He's dealt with murderers, rapists, psychos, druggies for so long that he can't differentiate between the good ones and the bad ones (yes there are good "saved" criminals - remember when Jesus died on the cross and there were two people on crosses beside him.)  Anyways, Henry helped Victor get his lawyer, get his furniture, get "information" on standard police procedures for domestic violence, criminal charges, protective orders, etc., and Victor used it against me.  I'm also, not so sure Henry (or someone) didn't illegally tap my phone because he has done that in the past.  Henry is a real funny and charming guy.  He's running for Sheriff, but he's been in the law enforcement so long that he doesn't always play by the rules and is quite arrogant.  Many police think the are "above the law", and Henry is one of them, although he does try to walk a tight rope, for instance he has NEVER accepted free food, merchandise, money etc. in return for special "treatment" so at least part of his soul is good, but he does have bees attached that never go away.  I mean NEVER.  He's one of the few people I've never NOT seen the bees on and that's the most dangerous and sinister of all.  That's when Satan is using the best of the best demons - they are charming, intelligent, patient, tricky entities and are the hardest to get rid of.  Many many of our government, church, school, world leaders have these types of demons. In the meantime, there is nothing we can do but PRAY PRAY PRAY. I have prayer vigils going on 24 hours at 2 churches in Pearland, one Church in Alburqurque, one Church in New York and one in Louisiana via this website support.  If you read this and can pray please do.  If you read this and can hold a prayer vigil at your local church, please do.  This is going to take all the prayers of the disciples of Christ to keep someone from getting hurt. These are troubled times, as they are all over the world.  Satan is trying to put mother against daughter, father against son, and so on.  He has always been able to destroy earthly families and always will.  He can't destroy heavenly families because those belong to God.  Satan is NOT stronger than God and God will eventually destroy him.  Between now and then, Satan will be taking as many souls as he can. Be careful my friend, it's very very easy to lose your soul.  Trust me on this.  Some of the so called "chosen" ones are kidding themselves.  Those are the saddest ones because the real chosen ones can no longer help them and neither can God.  They divide/destroy churches, schools, goverments and so ons.  Those are the church "do gooders" that only do good because they think people are watching or they will impress God.  Well they've only got it half right.  People ARE watching - some are fooled and some are not, but it doesn't matter.  God is never fooled and most importantly, you can't impress God.  These people are the most sinister and dangerous souls on this planet - they are the ones God will judge harshest because much was expected from them and they did not fulfill God's law.  These people will have the most important roles in the end of times.  Take a look around - do you see them?  If not, pray to God to open your eyes and see the truth, hear the truth, taste the truth, touch the truth, smell the truth, and most importantly....feel the truth sweep through your body like the holy spirit and set your spirit free.  It is the most wonderful thing that can ever happen to a person but so few people ever experience it.  That's why God has to create a new heaven and earth - the bible tells us so. Gotta go - the phone is ringing and it's not even 8am yet.   Yawn, stretch, gonna return the call after I drink my coffee.  Screw it, the person can wait.  Only my friends honor my request not to call before 8. P.S.  I just answered the phone because it was Dr Lerner.  I have NEVER seen her this rattled and she wants to talk to my church friends because she thinks "they" are imaginary.  I told her they were not, but she insisted that she talk to my church friend.  I told her that her name was Margie, she is very real and that we would call her after we have had breakfast and coffee.  Then Dr Lerner calmed just a bit - but the bees are still ALL OVER HER and I only see an itty bitty spot of light.  She is obviously unnerved by this whole situation and that's why she sent me to New Dimensions.  I think at this time, I will NOT go to New Dimensions and I will not talk to Dr Lerner until Russell and my Attorney in Angleton talks to them first.  This is about protecting me not taking care of everyone's fears.  I'm fine, but very few people believe it, and frankly that's not my problem.  I go to see Dr Jain at 9am and Dr Sutherland at 10:30 am to determine if I need to go to a MEDICAL hospital, and if they decide it's in my best interest to do so, I'll let them advise as to which one.  Psychiatrist are of no use to me right now.  They are the most evil of ALL doctors - because they damage peoples souls.  God will hold people who hurt peoples souls to the highest standards on judgement day.  That's why I only minored in psychology - I didn't feel confident enough to be held to such high standards - I'm not worthy and I knew it.  Most psychiatrist think they are God and they play God.  They are NOT to be ever ever trusted without healthy witnesses present - luckily I have a few of those.  Hope Dr Lerner talks to Russell this morning, I wanted to see her before I go to New Dimensions.  Margie was planning on coming with me to make sure Dr Lerner does no harm. Hugs,Mimi