Sunday Afternoon

Spent a wonderful weekend with my girlfriend.  Went to the beach and hunted for shark's teeth, browsed the antique shops then went to my son's restaurant for dinner.  It all went too fast.  I was sorry to see her go.  She lives in New Jersey so we don't get to hang out as much as I'd like.  I've been thinking of moving up there but don't know how I'd ever get the house ready to sell or if it would sell at all in this down market.  And I'd really miss my son and the other kids and I know they would miss me too.  It's a dilemma that doesn't have an answer right now.  Otherwise, I'm doing as well as can be expected.  This year seems to be harder on me than last year.  I quess because the shock and fog have worn off and I know Gene is never coming back.  I can only pray that we will be rejoined when my time comes.  My doctor has changed my meds again.  Turns out I have a vitamin D deficiency so I'm taking 4000 mg  a day now.  She also changed my antidepressant so I'm weaning off one and taking the other at the same time. I hope this one works better than the last.