Still feeling empty
Oh how much I'm missing Gene right now. I think of all the things I've been through since he died and can't believe I've gotten this far. Now I need work done to my car and I don't know how to handle it all. Today is an especially bad day and I feel so empty inside knowing I'll never hold my wonderful man in my arms again. I can't even go into our old bedroom without falling apart. Today I laid down on his side of the bed and just fell apart. When will things get better. When will the emptiness go away. Right now I feel like it never will.
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\"post holidays\" seem so much harder than \"pre holidays\". I really know how you are feeling and I am so sorry that we are going through this. Their strength, their love, their companionship, friendship...I could go on and on, I miss it all. You need to fall apart so just do it and know that there are others doing the same thing. Peace and hugs to you Carol, Sandy
I know words can not make you feel better but know I love you and am thinking of you....xoxoxoxo
It\'s been a little over 2 months since my James passed away, and it hasn\'t gotten much easier. I\'m not a complete mess like I was in the beginning, but sometimes the silliest things bring on the tears for me. Like today...I was shopping and passed by the mens deoderant and almost lost it. Sometimes I can cry at the drop of a hat. They say crying heals the heart so cry when you need to.
Hugs,
Jean