songs/lyrics for thought

1. I have been watching the show 'Make it or break it'. Not a good show for those with eating disorders and those who have danced, done gymnastics, etc in their past. It's a gymnastics show and the whole time I wanted to be them. I wanted to be that small and do all that! I did gymnastics back in the day and wish I had continued and could do it now. But no- i grew up. I have hips, breasts etc. I can't do it anymore- and that is very well laid out in the show. Then a girl on the team develops an eating disorder. It's ironic though that she recovers in like 2 months and is back to gymnastics 6 weeks after being diagnosed and sent to rehab. Does that really happen in real life? If it does then damn I am way behind the 8-ball. Whiel in rehab she met a girl that taught her how to ly and pretend that she was doing well etc....that whole time all i could think of were better ways than what they were saying....anyways- not good for my head. 
Though once she came back and was pulled from the bench to do a floor routine that she had not practiced she did a perfect routine to the music 'one more' by superchick. yes i know superchick can have some triggering music, but this routine to that song was just amazing. It was very inspriational to me and incredible- so beaufitul. 
.....holy fuck i think a tree just crashed outside my apartment building- it is insanely windy out...
okay anyways-- you should watch this part!!!  
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBr8nBpgiWw
It makes me smile sooooo much!!!
2. pretty/unpretty by glee
beautiful! especially when attached to this video to promote 'loving your body'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mFxHvZneXU&feature=hd&1