so much drama..no wonder I am medicated

so much drama lately I don't know where to even begin.  After the whole thing on Weds with my mom's roommate it turns out there is way more going on than I had thought.  Apparently he contacted the people who rent the pasture and told them he was starting a xmas tree business and was having a hundred trees delivered and planted in the pasture..which of course he has no right to do.  She complained to the management company(which I work for).  Then, yesterday he somehow got the phone number of the homeowner and called and harassed her saying he was going to buy the place.  that did not go over well.  He has all kinds of strange things in the front lawn..which is a lease violation.  Since my mom is joint on the lease with him the only way to spare her if this goes to eviction is if one of them signs a roommate release and moves out.  He told her he was staying til they kick him out or my mom is dead.  I sure wish I could make him disappear.  My mom is unwilling or unable to push him to move out and just hides in her room.  Finding somewhere to rent for her on social security where she can keep the horses and dogs would be nearly impossible.  Of course when I got home and discussed it with HIM...he got all fired up and was going over there first thing this morning to have a chat with him..of course he had been drinking...this morning it's a whole different story and he was being mean to me so I slammed the door in his face.  I am in no mood...if you can't speak to me nicely then get the hell away from me.  I am so full of anger this morning and frustrated that there is not much I can do.  If I was a guy I'd just beat the shit out of him.  When I am anxious I become paralyzed by the fear of it..but when I get really pissed off..sometimes that girl I used to be before I got sick shows up once in a while..they really should be careful lol.  Wonder if I could get my bro to call in a few marine favors...Semper Fi baby!

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1Patriciann
1Patriciann

May the dust of life settle soon.

:-) Patricia