Sleepless Again

I had halushki for dinner and I can't tolerate cabbage,I guess.Am sicker than a dog.Maybe I should just tell you why. I had a falling-out with another resident and actually apologized twice, on the advice of dear ole sis Shirl. She pulled the religious card as she always does,suggesting I apologize to Glenda (not her real name) because it was the Lord's day. I feel like I'm always apologizing for myself. Shirley is right up to a point,but always exceeds that point.I'm so upset I am starting to have gastrointestinal problems as well as depression. It's just past midnight and I have an appointment on Tuesday with a physician's assistant,whom I pray will help me.I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.I just can't seem to settle into this place (been here since November 4).