She saw me today
Today, I took Sinza some flowers and also tended to her grave (cut away the tall grasses that were around the grave using a pair of scissors). My scissors got blunt after the work, and I was a llitle upset by that. I had read earlier on a DIY website that sand paper sharpens scissors but I don't have any at my house. Later this evening as I was walking from the shops, my foot kicked on something along the road-yup, sand paper! Then as I walked further along, a lady I have never spoken to before stopped me to say, shes been seeing me for a while without a baby yet she saw me heavily pregnant and was concerned. So I told her that my baby died and she told me how so very sorry she was. Coincidences? I don't think so! My sweetie sent mummy a sign- thank you baby, I love you back x 1 zillion!
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Wow, that\'s amazing. I remember once I was sobbing at my Sophia\'s grave and thinking how unfair it was that she never even got to see a bird, and I looked up to see a loose rooster running around the cemetery and I immediately started laughing and thinking my girl must have inherited her dad\'s sense of humor. We have to remember that they are happy and don\'t want us to be sad, no matter how much we feel like we should be.
I hated explaining to people what happened, when my neighbor asked me and we told him he just stood there staring at us for a few minutes like he literally had no idea what to even say, but later we found a card from him and his wife in our mailbox. People can be kind sometimes, and it sounds like your Sinza sent you someone kind as well. Big hugs honey, I\'m glad to see you had a good day.
Thank you Sophia,s mom, I am glad one person don\'t think me crazy, unless we both crazy?!
It\'s very possible that we are both crazy, but crazy people are closer to God, so I guess it\'s a good thing!! Keep your faith, our babies are watching over us no matter what people say.