second note to me

sarah,

If I could find a way to turn back time and let you fix what you did to hurt Jon you know I'd let you do it in a heartbeat. But I cant, there is no going back and that means you gotta stop looking back on it hunny. You've been working on getting better everyday and letting him have his space. You cant just force that to move faster sweetie, you gotta let things take their time. I know you miss him and wish everyday you could talk to him. But you have to realize this is whats best for the both of you right now, I'll bet you anything he's missing you too and wanting to check up on you. Its just gonna be a few more days till you see each other and then you can talk ok? For now I need you to stay focused, I love you and want you get some sleep. I'm always here for you.