Was harder than the first. Stayed in bed most of Saturday. Paul came over on Sunday and spent a few hours with me to help me get through and then I just went to back bed and slept as much as I could. Didn't make it to work today. Grieving is so exhausting and I just couldn't get out of bed this morning. The kids will be here for dinner soon. I didn't even make it to the grocery store so we'll be having pizza tonight.