saturday and every other
I had a really fast day at work, but halfway through it i fell into a deep depression. I felt like taking the liquid we use to clean the mechanical parts and drink it to ease the pain but i dint cause i dint want to freak out my coworkers. A friend of mine was telling me i should find a girlfriend and then i will be happy but i don't think that i deserve one, so why bother. A couple of my work buddies wanted me to tag along to a couple bars later tonight i don't think that i will be going. I feel like i disgust people that talk to me or look at me so why even go out when i will be ruining other peoples night out. Typical Saturday for me always have something to do but cant do it cause of who i am and how i look like.