saturday and every other

I had a really fast day at work, but halfway through it i fell into a deep depression. I felt like taking the liquid we use to clean the mechanical parts and drink it to ease the pain but i dint cause i dint want to freak out my coworkers. A friend of mine was telling me i should find a girlfriend and then i will be happy but i don't think that i deserve one, so why bother. A couple of my work buddies wanted me to tag along to a couple bars later tonight i don't think that i will be going. I feel like i disgust people that talk to me or look at me so why even go out when i will be ruining other peoples night out. Typical Saturday for me always have something to do but cant do it cause of who i am and how i look like.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I know what you mean as in having those unwanted feelings just appear during the day , at fast one at that, or any given time. You dont want that though in the end, something can always numb or stall the feelings but never does it resolve, I hope you feel Better and Best Regards, Im here for you to vent ot talk anytime you feel like your in arut, You dont disquest people, when talkign when with them you dont look anything like you say, people want you with them because you must be as charming as you look. So no matter what dont get down and i know thats easier said than done , but you\'ll get there:) and you\'ll realize your worth so much more than you think(: talk anytime
~ash
chelle37
chelle37

Sorry you\'re still having a hard time Edi. Why do you think you disgust people so much? You\'re an attractive guy, I know you don\'t see this though. And if your coworkers want you to go out with them they aren\'t inviting you because they think you\'re going to ruin their nights. They must enjoy having you around otherwise they wouldn\'t invite you out.