Santa Barbara

No not the soap opera...that's where I am.  Here for the funeral of my boyfriends' grandmother.  I feel like I got hit by a truck again.  I think all these hops to different regions is killing my allergies.  The kids are super jabbery this morning...I just smile and nod..while I wait for the pain killers to kick in. lol...they mean well.  I was so tired I am not sure I remember laying down last night.  I think I am still on east coast time.  Of course as usual...after the huge drama the other day and true to the dr jekyll/mr hyde thing..he is acting like nothing ever even happened.  He was soo jolly and happy yesterday and thoughtful and sweet.  Is it guilt?  is he really sorry...or once he knocks me down do my lowest does that make him happy.  Whatever the reason it annoys me.  I never forget...I keep having to remind myself to stop gritting my teeth because my jaw hurts and makes my headache worse.  At least he didn't drink very much.