Round and round
Round and round the rabbit hole.
Where I stop nobody knows.
If I ever get fixed
will I still have a soul?
The nothingness is getting closer again. There isn't much wrong with life, but is there much right? It's pretty stressful most of the time, but we survive. Perhaps I'm just tired. I tend to be a perfect candidate burnout... But if I don't do what I do, who will? Life is brutal and we all just try to survive. I feel I should do more, that what I am doing is not enough, but I don't have the strenght to do more. I wonder if anyone can relate?
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I have been through brutal patches, on a quiet patch at the moment.
In the uk you get financial support to do nothing all day long if your ill, which helps, I guess... If you can cope with nothing for years on end
Hi Jill. Thank you for the comment. Helps to know I'm not alone. I wish SA had financial support...then again probably better that we don't...I might get into bed and never get out again... I don't know - is this what self-sabotage feels like?