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Its funny how I make worries out of questions, to understand why this happen and get the answer but finding out the answer does not give me peace. Another worries which turn into more questions. Why? Will it ever stop? What happens if I'm one of those people that medication won't work? Will I find a job that I will enjoy? When start a new job do I explain my problem? Can control my anxiety?
I wish I had a magic ward to take everyone worries, questions, fears to away. I think of God then I wonder how much I know he is here with me, do I disappoint him because of the worries. Not having trust in him. A friend once told me " You can not have faith if you have fear ".
I just want to go back in time have that peace I once had for 21 days traveling with my family when we drove to California. I wish I could find that peace and keep it forever!
I wish I had a magic ward to take everyone worries, questions, fears to away. I think of God then I wonder how much I know he is here with me, do I disappoint him because of the worries. Not having trust in him. A friend once told me " You can not have faith if you have fear ".
I just want to go back in time have that peace I once had for 21 days traveling with my family when we drove to California. I wish I could find that peace and keep it forever!
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I know it probably seems impossible to stop worrying right now. Please don\'t condemn yourself for doing it. You need to be healed of your fear. It began a very long time ago and only God/love can heal it. I have much less fear than I used to and I know God loves you very much as he does me. He is on your side and he understands why you worry. He is pleased with your efforts and he will hold your hand today, as he has always done, and he will lead you into freedom. I care very much about you and I am here for you. YOU ARE LOVED!!!
Thanks, I know its hard to shut it off, I can not wait until that day comes. It seems that every time I get over another problem family seem to begin and the worry come back stronger. I tried to explain to them I can deal things with right they just push and push, they do not understand what I have to go through on a daily basis. I love my family but they cause 50% of my anxiety. I can stop talking to them. I just do not now what to do? The medication that they are giving is not working yet I know its only been a week but man sometime I feel like I am losing my mind. I am scared, frustrated sometimes I wish I can go away.