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I'm doing pretty well this past week. I've been sober now a week and and some days and don't plan to drink on New Years or anytime soon. I have a cold though. I have been intermittenly smoking shitty cigarettes and also I smoke weed. I need to never touch a cigarette again. It's gross. I only smoke one or two a day but it's a nasty habit and I don't even like it that much. The cigarettes I get are poison--not like good, pure tobacco--and it often gives me a headache. It's a compulsion that is a vestige of my drinking habits. So, anyway, I feel kinda shitty but have been using my neti-pot and drink tea, soup, and green juices so it's not terribly unbearable. I'm looking at it with gratitude to tell me to cut out this lame habit i have. Also am going to look into how to make strong weed oil so I don' thave to smoke weed either. I made a few batches back in the day, but i want to be exact with it yet i'm afraid to look up a recipe here in Thailand because I know they monitor the internent looking for that shit. So we will see. It's actually nice not to smoke pot for a few days. I really should try to cut back and only smoke occassionally.
I have been working on an article I am writing about the fast fashion industry. That is what I am going to work on today. I have also been teaching 2 to 3 hours a day. I have also gone to some co-working spaces to work on my writing, although I still haven't found the place that I really love yet. The last one was pretty cool---not to big, not to small and had a chill vibe but they were blasting the AC like it was anartica. I mean, what the fuck??? i hate that shit. what a waste of energy, it's so uncomfortable. i might go back and just bundle up. maybe they do it to help keep everyone awake. who knows.
I also found a hula hoop teacher here in Chiang Mai who gives private lessons for a very cheap price so I'm excited about that! I can do a few tricks, but want to improve and having private lessons is the best way. I am also going to enroll in a 6 week course to learn thai, that is 5 days a week, 2 hours a day. I am excited to have made this decision. Once I get the basic down then learning on my own/with a tutor once a week will be a lot easier.
So rigth now I am going to work on my fast fashion article and then go on a hike. Then harvest my kombucha! Yum! Also going to outline some upcoming articles and plan a trip with my Thai friend to check out a few things I want to write some blog posts about. I am moving slow but I am moving and I keep gaining momentum. Hopefully this cold is out of the way by tomorrow.
Well let me get this ship onto the water. :D
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Hey girl! Catching up on the journals this am. Up early. Did you make it to your AA meeting? If so how did it go?
Glad to see your doing well. I would like to find someone to give private lessons in my neighborhood for hula hoop. My daughter wanted to learn. I suck at it.
Have a successful day!