One Year! Happy Birthday Sinza!
I have been a mommy for an entire year! The most difficult, most heartbreaking kind of mummy, and yet we made it to the one year mark! Unbelievable. I thought this day would come with a lot of sadness, yet I was just overwhelmed with a sense of pride, we made it! I didn't lose my mind, or pull the trigger, or jump off the bride. We made it! I know I didn't do this alone..you have been helping me through every step along the way... my peaceful beautiful angel girl.
I had a peaceful day, took flowers to Sinza's grave..and I just stood there singing "happy birthday to you" over and over, with my heart bursting with motherly love.
I cant say it enough, I am so proud of you Ellaine Sinza. Happy first birthday in heaven, my princess! So many people love you and have supported me..mommas of your fellow angel friends..our family and friends...it is okay, we are okay.
I had a peaceful day, took flowers to Sinza's grave..and I just stood there singing "happy birthday to you" over and over, with my heart bursting with motherly love.
I cant say it enough, I am so proud of you Ellaine Sinza. Happy first birthday in heaven, my princess! So many people love you and have supported me..mommas of your fellow angel friends..our family and friends...it is okay, we are okay.
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Happy Birthday angel baby Sinza. We all celebrate with your mommy. We all love you and think about you every day. Every day that has lead up to this day for your mommy has not been easy. We all feel her pain and sadness. All our angel babies were taken from us way too soon. All we have are the memories of when you were growing inside of us and the moments when you were delivered sleeping. It\'s not much but it gets us through each day. Please continue watching over your mommy and continue guiding her to recovery. Many thoughts and hugs your way.
Thank you so much for loving and honouring Sinza with me..it means so much as am sure you well know...thank you, thank you, thank you!