Okay

Just under two hours and I am okay now. Obviously not magically better, but I am okay. I just spent some time praying and reading and I am comforted by Jesus.

I will take care of myself. Even if I look at my arm and desire for my fat to melt away and bones to appear, I will not chase that. Even if I look at my stomach and wish I were able to make my fat disappear, I will not strive for that. My existence in this life is not just to be pretty and skinny.

This is hard, but by God's strength I will take care of myself. I will eat and I will eat healthy.