Oh my poor Baby

Today has been extremely tough. This grief is unrelenting, almost six months on and I still cant stand being separated from my baby. The pain is unrelenting, the heartbreak is overwhelming, every little girl I see is a loud proclamation that Sinza isn't here, every mother-daughter pair I see is a stab to the very core of my soul...its a glaring reminder of what has robbed us of..me and my poor baby. The tears wont stop flowing, I have to go hide in the office toilet sometimes, this is just too cruel.Oh that I could cry you a river, my poor baby!!!