Notes and scratches
i wrote this last night:
It’s confusing, I don’t know how to make sense of my experience tonight. It’s as though my body wants power over my whole being. It’s been a long day. Perhaps I am tired? But I just feel like if I don’t have an explanation for what I am going through it feels like something perilous. I thought to reach out to my father but I am writing you. I suppose I can think about this really subjective sense of things in the way I make sense of things in the morning. Keep moving on one step at a time. Keep calm and carry on. Keep on keeping on.
I wrote this just now:
I called my Dad last night and I hope we had a good conversation. Sometimes it feels like I have a wire loose in my head. Sometimes I can keep things in perspective and consideration other times a force of nature.
I think we had a good call. He’s so patient with me. I am so grateful he believed in me when I didn’tl. He’s kept me striving for better.
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Hey it's good to keep connections going... Are you still taking all the meds your doctor prescribed?