Not having a good day
Sometimes I think if only I understood things then all it would take for me to succeed professionally is the direction and drive.
Honestly I have understanding and wisdom under my belt but the reality of the matter is I have mental health challenges which I have to adjust for. I'm very fragmented today.
For whatever reason or perhaps the reason that my schedule this weekend is different, I'm kind of a fragile mess.
I've got to realistically carry out my daily routine and preparation for work tomorrow.
sending prayers and peace.I'm grateful I have a job where the work dynamic is possible for me to keep constant and effective at. My sister and father agree when I spoke to them that "you are not your job. "I'm just frustrated is all.
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i just started thinking that maybe my expectations for myself just isn't good for me...
I am taking care of myself for the remainder of the day and then getting to bed
in order for work bright and early tomorrow.
waiting until i know it all to start living is a guarantee of doing nothing with the life i have been given to live. insert zen proverb here. it is what it is, whether i understand it or knot. i buy the notion that expectations are premeditated resentments. accepting and appreciating the moment at face value leaves me considerable more energy and serenity to make the most of it, whether i understand it or knot.
i also buy the notion that 9/10 of success is just showing up on time. the pesky details will work themselves out at godspeed.
Sorry you're have a bad day, friend! I pray tomorrow will be better. Have a good day at work!
Sorry you are having a bad day Mark. Hope it gets better for you.
I'm sorry today wasn't a good day, Mark. Hoping and praying that tomorrow will be better for you! Hugs.
I hope that today will be much better. Big hugs.
Thanks guys, very much! I’m up starting the day at work. Have a good day!
Hope you're having a better day today, Mark, and that you're more on-schedule. Great advice from your wise sister and father. Hope you have time to get out in restorative Nature today. Hugs!
thanks gr8ful1! It was a good day at work. Now, I have eaten my lunch and showered and dressed in shorts
for the first time this year! I turned on the AC.. it was like 79 degrees in here! :)