Not getting any better
Having a horrible morning today. The tears are hanging just behind my eyes and holding them back is giving me a terrible headache. I miss Gene so much still that everyday is a struggle just to hang on and not give up. Work isn't helping much as I'm not busy AT ALL and this gives me too much time to sit and think about missing Gene and being alone. But I also hate going home anymore to that big empty house. Gene used to fill it with his presence and now it's just too quiet and lonely.
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I\'m sorry that you are having a tough time.I know how you feel.I am sitting here missing my Wayne.It has been a little over three months for me and it seems like it gets worse over time,even though people say it gets easier over time. I\'m just not sure about that.I hope your day got a little better as it went on. I was feeling down this morning too.We are all here for you,hugs-Harriet
Something that has worked for me is to NOT fight the tears but to just let them flow for a few minutes and then to try to get on with my day! My new swap meet business gives me something \"else\" to concentrate on 3 days a week...there\'s a chance that if you just start telling people you are looking for a more challenging or interesting job that something may pop up! Hang in there!!! Carole