no no
Okay. I was not prepared for this. I had a fantastic session with Joanna today and got a lot accomplished. Basically, I don't think I want to do nursing. I have just been convincing myself that I do because my parents want me to. I really don't know what I want to do. Something with health, helping others, etc. I have no idea. We talked about my comparison and perfection issues...it makes everything difficult. And the fact that i want to try so many things (like this pilates/yoga class) but feel like I won't be good enough so I don't do it. Ugh..
Anyways back to what I was not prepared for....while walking out of Joanna's office I received a phone call...I knew it was DOminion and I freaked so I didn't pick up. I listed to the voicemail and they told me to come in tomorrow. FUCK no! I'm so scared. no no no. I am majorly freaking out.
But yup, I'm going in tomorrow at 1pm. i dont wanna go :(
Anyways back to what I was not prepared for....while walking out of Joanna's office I received a phone call...I knew it was DOminion and I freaked so I didn't pick up. I listed to the voicemail and they told me to come in tomorrow. FUCK no! I'm so scared. no no no. I am majorly freaking out.
But yup, I'm going in tomorrow at 1pm. i dont wanna go :(
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You can do it!
well done, hold your head up and do it, best of luck x
That is short notice but remember last week you complained about having to wait so long. So start packing and make a list about everything you need. You\'ve done this before and you know what to take. Make sure your got comfy clothes. I know your nutritionist told you 110 but in IP they might aim for more, whatever your 85 % is. I\'m so happy for you that your new life is starting tomorrow. Be strong and fight hard. And that includes to do what you want to do in the big pictures and if it not nursing so be it. You need to follow you true passion. Find out what that is while you are in treatment. This is the time to turn your whole life around. love you
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i am glad you are getting in, that way you are not anxiously waiting. as karin said, you know what to bring, so start packing, that will help to occupy your mind. is carlos gpoing with you? hey, i think its great to make your own decision and not someone eles what to do in the future. the world awaits and take your time to find out what you really want to do. i think its awesome that you realized that YOU dont want nursing. best of luck hun, im behind you all the way.