Moving. YIKES!
Well I was told by my house mate last week he wants me to move.... What a bomb he dropped on me! Thank God I found another room to rent 18 miles north of here with a woman. I am not crazy about her place due to its location but it's temporary. I'll stay there 6 months to a year depending on my health and then move to Arizona where I long to be... In the desert which is so healing for me even during the hot summer months. The lack of humidity is a big plus ... I am pacing myself packing but do feel overwhelmed! I am taking deep slow breaths. I just bent over to look under my bed and my head started spinning, so I am back in bed.
I did get 6 small boxes done last night. I own many books that I go back to. I am a book nut! I have so many papers and clothing to go through geeeezzzzzz. I know I'm my Heart this will be done between myself and God all things are possible. This very well may be a blessing because I don't like it here anyway.
It's a stepping stone on my way to the Desert. YAY!!!
My son hasn't responded to a text I sent 10 days ago about the fact I must move and it hurt for a bit and comes up every now and then but I refuse to let his disease of attitudes take me down. I just feel so alone sometimes.... Would love to be closer to family. It's just not in the cards dealt to me and I will play the hand I have as best as possible.
Life is too short to take all so darn seriously! Now I am viewing my life as an adventure! Here I go out of here then out of next place to the Desert to be around friends that care about me and absorb the healing nature of this beautiful earth...
I did get 6 small boxes done last night. I own many books that I go back to. I am a book nut! I have so many papers and clothing to go through geeeezzzzzz. I know I'm my Heart this will be done between myself and God all things are possible. This very well may be a blessing because I don't like it here anyway.
It's a stepping stone on my way to the Desert. YAY!!!
My son hasn't responded to a text I sent 10 days ago about the fact I must move and it hurt for a bit and comes up every now and then but I refuse to let his disease of attitudes take me down. I just feel so alone sometimes.... Would love to be closer to family. It's just not in the cards dealt to me and I will play the hand I have as best as possible.
Life is too short to take all so darn seriously! Now I am viewing my life as an adventure! Here I go out of here then out of next place to the Desert to be around friends that care about me and absorb the healing nature of this beautiful earth...
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Bless you for your positive outlook, I know it gets hard to see the brighter side sometimes. You will get it done, the body will comply and your new abode will be blessed.
I so admire your strength at reaching out for the place you instinctively know will bring peace to your spirit. Perhaps over time you and your son (and family) will heal and you can video chat with them if you desire, but for now you are choosing to walk your own path. Brava!
It sounds really good. All of your plans to move are so positive. It is hard, Iknow when family becomes estranged for whatever reason, but I have found tgat my friends become my family, as I live so far away from my actual one, What\'s most important is that you are in a place where you feel better physically and are loved by the fols who are there for you. Yes. even these changes that are done under duress or need can be, and iften are adventures, so yeah! Go for it! Love your attitude!
Hugs,
Denise
You are an incredible woman. Your son is missing out on being with you. I would love to sit with you. Your attitude is great. You can see how God is using this difficult circumstance to move you to where you really want to be. Sometimes we need a little push. This is your push. Just don\'t do too much at once. The hurly whirly feeling isn\'t a good one. Much love.
You are a spiritual inspiration and a huge blessing to me dear Debra soul. You are good karma for me to help me see.Love light and all healing.xo
Atta girl!! Once you get to Arizona, you will still have the same disease, the same weakness, but ALL NEW circumstances under which you can set up home with a new start!! I see this as such a good thing, Debra. You will be in better weather, which is better for your health. You will be with different people, who you feel will be a bigger help to you. Right now, I realize that you have a mountain of work to do, just packing! I don\'t know if I could do it.....yet I know I could if I had you. You are in that \"have to\" place!!
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I pray for strength for you. I pray that you can look forward to what is ahead, and believe that it will be better. A new start!! Find the hope in that Debra. We are all here hoping, right along with you! xo