MOody workplace

Ok, I'm currently bored to tears.  The laugh alot like you've been smoking some good weed worker is making her existence known.  Lauging non stop at some secret conversation or whatever the fuck she laughs at non stop.  some people like her, I find her fucking annoying.  I fail to understand why some people have to constantly make noise and laugh at the fucking air they breath so other people know they exist.  I am stuck in my own religious growth (Buddhist) because I am struggling to care about every living thing, or even every living person equally.  so now the giggle fest has stopped, and walking down there I found that the giggle fest was a young male worker who has a crush on the laugh at everything worker, and that's why there was all that fucking noise going on.  WTF? These things are a pain in the ass for me to handle,  meditation or no meditation.  I'm not enlightened just yet, just annoyed as hell that I have to be in this place to make a fucking living.