Monday Oct 10th

Finally both funerals are behind me.  I am not looking forward to returning to work however.  of course the first night we are back he slept in the recliner again.  Guess being next to me in the hotel was torture enough.  I really try not to let it hurt my feelings but I know it does anyway.  that's what always happens though...he sucks me back in...is sweet...and then yanks the rug out from under me.  Gee...can't imagine why I am not happier to be home. I miss my Remi...I can't wait til she comes home tonight.  the cats really missed me though...they are funny...have not left me alone since we got home yesterday.  At least my animals love me :)