Monday Aug 29th 2011
I wish I could say I thought this was shaping up to start of well but I'm afraid that's not going to happen. I already woke up kind of tired and worn out so having the eldest wake up early...on her own...and say she didn't feel well..great...felt like I was going to have an anxiety attack already. I know she does this and is probably fine. It doesn't usually have her up early though unless she's going to start her period. I am looking forward to classes starting this week but am nervous also..always on edge till after I get in there the first time. Then I will be fine.
I did end up going with them this weekend. I started having anxiety on friday afternoon and the idea of being here all alone all weekend did not sit well. I knew either way I would be in trouble with someone and true to form my mother called Sunday and was upset I was out of town and did not tell her and did not plan to spend time with her.
I did end up going with them this weekend. I started having anxiety on friday afternoon and the idea of being here all alone all weekend did not sit well. I knew either way I would be in trouble with someone and true to form my mother called Sunday and was upset I was out of town and did not tell her and did not plan to spend time with her.
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Hugs, we will have a better week. Ok?
Your mother will survive being upset and perhaps that is just her way of letting you know how much she loves you. I know it sounds odd but some people do express the love they have for us in such a way. Oh how we wish it were not so though. I\'m glad you went for the weekend and your mom will \'recover\' nicely.
Be good to yourself as you are doing a terrific job of hanging in there.
:-) Patricia