Monday Aug 22 2011

Well it wasn't a horrible weekend but it wasn't the romantic weekend that was advertised lol.  It's kinda funny though.  Sure I relaxed a lot...read two whole books but it wasn't great.  He keeps talking about how great it was.  So really, it wasn't about spending time together and working on our issues...it was about them going fishing.  Sunday they left about 7 am and didn't come back til almost 2:30..knowing we still had a two hour drive.  Saturday night they took us to dinner at this cute little Italian restaurant that is up there.  We all had horrible stomach aches not long after...feels like we are getting old and can't handle rich food anymore lol.  Of course that is always one of my issues anyway.  Fear of the stomach ache leads to the fear of being sick....sooooooooooooooo tired of myself and the anxiety trigger crap. He actually did come up there and sleep next to me but he was as far over as you can be and not be on the floor.  Of course, once we get home he's right back to sleeping in the recliner.  Is this what happens to people after you are together for a long time? One more week until school starts again and then I will hopefully be too busy to think about anxiety.  I just can't relax well anymore although I did ok this weekend.  My dog had a great time though lol.  She thinks we created that loft area just for her.  She has a whole mattress all to herself.  She was really dirty when we got back though and pretty glad to get a bath and crash once we got home.  I love seeing her so happy.  The cats apparently quite missed us and even came running when he called.  funny.  Though they came out neither one of them was in my lap last night so I guess that's their way of telling me ..hey we're happy you are home but we're still pissed at you.