Monday again

It's Monday again and my life is as confusing as ever.  I have really been working to try and figure out what I want to do about making my life better.  I am pretty sure at some point that is going to involve moving out.  Of course out of the blue you get thrown extra things.  I got offered a free horse and my friend said I could board it at her place for a hundred a month plus feed.  So...I drove up to the place she was at yesterday and rode her.  She is a pretty little mare;she was sweet and willing.  Now what do I do?  My paycheck got cut again...well actually it is just the insurance that went up but pair that with the furlough friday and it's makes for an even smaller paycheck.  As it was I wasn't sure how I would afford to move out.  I am very torn about it...I thought about it all afternoon yesterday...and I already had myself convinced that now is not the right time even though she is an awesome deal. 
I woke up  this morning and my legs are soooo sore. lol...ok  clearly riding would be excellent excercise...and I miss it so much.  S0...I am still weighing it..not sure what to do.  I would say find a better paying job but the economy is probably not going to support that right now.
I maybe have chickened out talking to him about our relationship this weekend but I don't feel like I have changed my mind.  I am so proud of my friend for taking that step and when I look at my relationship as I see hers I think he will not change unless he wants to and that should not be a condition of our being together.  The real question is more financial and convenience.  I don't suppose he would agree to just be roommates?  He loves Remi and the cats as much as I do.  He has been working hard on building the cats a new tree.  How do I ask who's house it's going to be at?
At least the one eyed nazi will not be at work today ...wooo hooo...