Monday

Visited with friends last night. They are a nice group. 
my social anxiety was acting up and i stuck it out but felt very anxious as time went on. 
We were suppose to host but i really wasn't up to it. 
i really wish i had something to occupy my time but that will have to wait a bit. 
i don't want to get invoved with something on a whim and give up on it. 
I am back to taking paxil at the maximum dosage but it may be a while before i get the full effect. 
going to group after a visit to my dr tomorrow. 
i am looking forward to talking to a few others with a similar condition.