The tears are falling and the pain is overwhelming. I made it through yesterday ok, but today I'm falling apart. I miss him so much. How am i supposed to get through the next month.
I am so, so sorry. I was just sitting here thinking that I will probably never be really happy again. Little spurts maybe but never like I was and that is very sad to me. Carol, you were strong when you needed to be strong (yesterday) so you deserve to cry and fall apart when you feel like it. Even though it is so difficult we do what we need to do; what Gene and Phil would have wanted us to do...one foot in front of the other,day by day. Being strong and holding it together yesterday was probably something you could not have done a month ago...I am sooo proud to know you! So go ahead and cry and scream and fall apart today if you need to, just take one day at a time. I do love you and I send you hugs and prayers Sandy
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I am so, so sorry. I was just sitting here thinking that I will probably never be really happy again. Little spurts maybe but never like I was and that is very sad to me. Carol, you were strong when you needed to be strong (yesterday) so you deserve to cry and fall apart when you feel like it. Even though it is so difficult we do what we need to do; what Gene and Phil would have wanted us to do...one foot in front of the other,day by day. Being strong and holding it together yesterday was probably something you could not have done a month ago...I am sooo proud to know you! So go ahead and cry and scream and fall apart today if you need to, just take one day at a time. I do love you and I send you hugs and prayers Sandy
Just remember that you only need to get through this day, heck one minute or second at a time if that helps. Hang in there!