middle

so I'm not sad, I'm not angry,  I'm not happy.  I'm just middle of the road right now.  I'm anxious to get my tax refund so I can pay off my credit card and give my daughter some money for school.  If she is still with that drip of a boy I'm not going to be happy, but what can I do about it?  She knows how I feel and she knows how the rest of the family feels,  but I guess she thinks she's missing out on something cause we don't want her to be with someone abusive, or a cheater, and someone who doesnt really love her, but just uses her when he can't get nobody else.  I guess I have to sit back and watch, and wait.  I don't know for sure they are back to gether and she keeps those things from me for awhile.  I have some work to do at my job, but it's just old stuff that's been laying around, cause I am caught up with my recent cases.  We are going on vacation in May, I can't wait.  and the whole tax refund thing is making me crazy.  I'm losing weight, so I'm happy about that. I'm trying to quit smoking.  Face book has gotten boring,  maybe it always was,  I got tired of being bombarded with the same type of stuff and so I put all these blocks?? don't know if that is what it's called, but fixed my account so random people advertising crapp can't just pop up and take over my face book page.