Melt down

Well, I had a total meltdown yesterday.  Cried and cried and never got out of bed until 4 in the afternoon.  It was exhausting and I ended up going back to bed before 8 last night.  Woke up feeling better this morning.  I had a dream about Gene that he was just away and was coming back.  Good and bad.  Good that I get to see him in my dreams, bad that I wake up and reality strikes all over again. 
Today was better.  Forced myself out to the yard and got a bunch of limbs and stuff cleared up.  Now it's time for a bonfire!