louise again

dreamt about louise
first time in a long long time
all of it was welcome but not real
 
ive been in a destroyed state for 3 days
 
 
i wanted to be there it was ideal
 
a few events triggered this dream that had almost direct links
but it was a dream
is my life just going to look horrible now
 

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JournalReader
JournalReader

i think you are processing emotion
in the dream.
better that way, i think.
feelings are powerful.
alantm
alantm

there are under currents

i go from hope to dispare
,i feel guilty also that im so unloving
im also sad because im not

end up thinking when im dead this will be settled once and for all
so wont have any conflict left
JournalReader
JournalReader

you seem confused.
almost like two sides of you
are giving you conflicing
messages.