Lonely Again
Feeling really lonely tonight. Gene's birthday is coming up and it's already starting to make me feel more sad than I have been. Watching TV just isn't what I feel I should be doing, but I don't have the ambition to do anything else. Everything I did was because of Gene and I just haven't been able to get past this feeling that nothing really matters anymore without him here. No one can understand what I'm going through and don't know what they can do for me. I just need people to be here for me right now but they aren't. Who wants to be around someone who is so sad and lonely all the time--no one.
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for me I think television is a widow\'s best friend. An easy escape from the sadness and loneliness when it becomes too much. My sister just lost her husband last month and has prided herself on NOT being a t.v. watcher and it\'s become her salvation too! Happy Easter sweet lady....we\'ve made it this far and there ARE some very dark days but let\'s have faith that we will get through this! Love you.