Life is working against me
Another boring day at work and it doesn't look to be any better for the rest of the week. I know I shouldn't complain, at least I have a job. But I get so restless and anxious with nothing to do. Then when I get home and there's so much to do I get overwhelmed. Go figure! My meds aren't working as I think they should be and I get so sad thinking about Gene all the time. Even watching TV makes me depressed. I just can't find the ambition to do anything even though my house is a mess. The only room that's gotten cleaned all week is the kitchen.
I'm also having alot of trouble sleeping. I wake up at all hours of the night and can't get back to sleep. Then I finally fall back to sleep an hour before I have to get up and end up late for work. It's hard to force myself to go in there as it is, but being so tired during the day and bored only makes things worse.
I'm also having alot of trouble sleeping. I wake up at all hours of the night and can't get back to sleep. Then I finally fall back to sleep an hour before I have to get up and end up late for work. It's hard to force myself to go in there as it is, but being so tired during the day and bored only makes things worse.
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Sometimes we have to look and find the good in the day and the positive things that have happen to us. When I get sad I look around me and see all the beautiful things that we sometimes don\'t take the time to look at when we are busy. The tree\'s are beginning to change color and the moon is almost fun and the stars are bright in the sky and we are alive and that is a wonderful gift.. Hugs Ellen
I know you hate your job but please try to tell yourself it is good you have one. The job I just got kind of lied to me and I\'m making $1.00 less, which means no food other than fricken cup of soup for me! I\'ve been poor before and I\'ll be ok but it breaks my heart that I\'ll be living like I did when I was in my 20\'s. I\'ve worked so hard the past 25 years to end up like this. We can thank my mom for that. But I keep telling myself that even though I\'ll be poor, I\'ll be away from this hell. Hang in there sweetie, I love you!