Life is working against me

Another boring day at work and it doesn't look to be any better for the rest of the week.  I know I shouldn't complain, at least I have a job.  But I get so restless and anxious with nothing to do.  Then when I get home and there's so much to do I get overwhelmed.  Go figure!  My meds aren't working as I think they should be and I get so sad  thinking about  Gene all the time.  Even watching TV makes me depressed.  I just can't find the ambition to do anything even though my house is a mess.  The only room that's gotten cleaned all week is the kitchen.
I'm also having alot of trouble sleeping.  I wake up at all hours of the night and can't get back to sleep.  Then I finally fall back to sleep an hour before I have to get up and end up late for work.  It's hard to force myself to go in there as it is, but being so tired during the day and bored only makes things worse.