Life is hard

I have been super emotional like to the point I start sobbing randomly and I dont know why. This morning on the bus I started crying. Yesterday in class and at the track meet I started crying. Today in class, at Dollar General, and at dinner.

Life is so overwhelming and I just started my period so all of these emotions are hitting me. My family knows I started and my brother keeps picking on me and I am getting mad very easily. He knows that is is making me mad and he continues to say shit to me that makes me mad. Then my little brother tells me to tell Kaden to stfu and I dont because my dad is right next to me and he doesnt like it when I cuss. Well my dad gets up from the table and grabs the FUCKING TASER! And tries to tase me! Like seriously what is wrong with you! I get up as quickly as I could and I tried to run to my room but I slipped in the kitchen and I was laying on the floor just crying because how much that scared me. then kaden throws pizza at me. I hurt my leg more. I tried to get up and I couldnt so I ask lincoln to bring me my food and i sat on the floor eating dinner. abt 5 mins later I found a way to help myself up and i put my plate in the sink. My brother threw more pizza at me and then my dad tried to tase me again. And erica is just saying like "dont mess with the bear" to me. And im crying trying to tell her that I didnt do anything. I grab my ice cream and i go to my room and kaden follows me and keeps messing with me. I finally got him out of my room and I crying and I cant stop. What is wrong with ppl?!!!???