Let the sunshine in
Well i am not much better but learning to live with what ever life hands me. realizing we do not have much choice except to how we react to it. Some days i think were stronger then others so we manage. I had abetter day today so that gives me hope, knowing the lord is looking after me keeps me going. I LOOKED OUT TO DAY AND SEEN A RED BIRD SO BEAUTIFUL AND I STARED AND THOUGHT WHAT ARE YOU DOING LITTLE RED BIRD OUR YOU THERE WAITING FOR ME,TO LET ME KNOW THERE IS MORE TO THIS WORLD THEN WE CAN SEE SOME TIMES MISSING THE THINGS RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. WE WILL NEVER KNOW ALL TH ANSWERS SO MAYBE WERE NOT SUPPOSED TO WASTE OUR TIME LOOKING FOR THEM ,BUT SPEND OUR TIME ON WHAT IS ON THE HERE AND NOW. i WANT TO FEEL AGAIN I WANT TO LIVE AND LOVE AND SHARE LIFE. I AM ALWAYS WONDERING WHY BUT NOW I SAY WHY NOT THIS IS WHAT IT IS AND i WILL CHANGE WHAT I CAN AND NOT WORRY ABOUT WHAT I CAN NOT, FOR LIFE GOES ON WITH OR WITH OUT ME.
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Your journal really was so beautiful, I am here for you Shirley my dear friend. Love you hugs xx
Kinda like the saying \"taking the time to smell the roses\". We miss so much beauty around us when we are looking inward instead of outward. But I believe it\'s normal that we do this after what we have been through. Just hoping to see the colors more often than the darkness for all of us. Very comforting journal
I don\'t know how I missed this journal last week Shirley. You sound so positive and determine in it, looking ahead to whatever comes. It\'s not easy being positive while you are missing Denise, and you will always miss her -- we know that never goes away. I\'m proud of you, I hope I get to a positive place too, I\'ve been down a lot lately. Sending love, Terry
Shirley, HI! Sorry your struggling again. But I do hear hope, and courage in what you\'re saying. I been somewhat inactive lately. But am thinking about everybody here. If you would check out my comment on Catalina\'s journal, it\'s what\'s going on w/ me. Since my wife is just about ready to go to work, I\'m limited on the length of the message to you today. But I\'m thinking of you. and praying for you. Hang in there, IWSteve.