let's do this thang

finally getting my grove.  i can do push ups again!  for the past few year i've always had to put my knees down when i did push ups or chaturunga in yoga....it's an important and amazing feeling to be able to hold myself up like that.
everything seems to be falling into place, i just need to figure out how to get my work flow down and be motivated and be consistently productive.  this goddam heat def. sucks the vigor out of me though....sheessshhh please rain.  fucking climate change.
 i start teaching kindergarten here part time just in the mornings, just 2 to 2 and half hours a day, M-F.  It starts Monday. Of course the first day is gonna blow, but it will be ok, I've done so many "first days" so whatever.  it will be good for me to work in the community and practice my thai with the teachers.  Teaching english is most certainly not my passion, but i love energy and genuineness and silliiness of children and at the end of the day i think it is a good thing for me since I can be such a hermit.  also I'm kind of over teaching classes online, so I can cut back those hours since I will have this teaching gig, which is cool that i i get my hours in before noon.
  this morning i had a meeting with my friend and her business partner about the instagram account.   i will just be helping with hashtag/marketing research, not actually picking/posting the photos.  the owner of the shop was just SOOOOO laid back and awesome, like a beautiful, wise, mirth-some pirate mermaid (shes an older australian lady). i was SOOOOOOO hyped up afterward (well i also drank coffee and tea so that contributed).... i am so into fashion and designing and i am glad i get this opportunity to learn and see first hand what goes into this process.  although i won't have a huge role with the compnay, just getting to work with them in any capacity is giving me insight.   ..... any project i create myself, however, i  want to do it consciously though, i want everything to help with a new system of sustainability and justice.   ah ok!!!!  well i'm gonna do some work now, since night has fallen and the heat has finally subsided somewhat.