Joined Today

Well today I joined this support group, and I invited my 3 adult kids.  How will they feel about it?  I don't know - and that I suppose is part of my problem.  Worrying about what THEY will think. I hope they will join so they will realize what kind of a dysfunctional home they grew up in.  I feel so much guilt about this. How did I let it get so bad?  UGH - today is mother's day, and I don't think I will hear from them outside of a post on Facebook.  More reading for me today from Codependent No More and Beyond Codependency.