it's Official

Ok, I officially suck at the whole journal thing.  I knew weekends would be harder for me since I am not on front of a computer all day.  I WILL get better.  Hopefully we will get some good news today on the house situation and once we are moved I hope I have more time on my hands.  Saturday started out well.  I was getting a lot done around the house.  Steve and I were getting along fine.  Then about mid-afternoon I started to feel shaky again.  Of course it immediately shows on my face.  Steve was working in the yard and as soon as he walked in he asked me what was wrong.  I told him I was started to feel anxious and I was actually kind of proud of his response.  It frustrates him completely that there seems to be no reason when it happens.  This usually makes him seem angry.  I could see him start to let it get to him and then he just hugged me.  I could see how hard he was trying not to let it get to him.  I took an extra dose of buspar and tried to ignore it.  Sunday turned out to be a very nice day.