I want to gamble

I've been watching youtube video of big wins at slots all night
I've been checking online to buy slots games all night

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smokeygirl
smokeygirl

Josh,
Please don\'t do it - -you & I are at about the same point & it\'s always normal to have urges... I was actually thinking a lot about the slots myself over the weekend. Just think about this, though - - -going back to DAY 1 - ugh! You will be kicking yourself if you do; it\'s not worth it. Keep your life back.
Smokeygirl
josh888
josh888

Yep. Going back to day scares me more than anything else. I guess fear is the reason I haven\'t give up yet. They said it gets easy with the time but I don\'t feel that way yet.

Josh
josh888
josh888

Yep. Going back to day 1 scares me more than anything else. I guess fear is the reason I haven\'t give up yet. They said it gets easy with the time but I don\'t feel that way yet.

Josh
josh888
josh888

Yep. Going back to day 1 scares me more than anything else. I guess fear is the reason I haven\'t give up yet. They said it gets easy with the time but I don\'t feel that way yet.

Josh
josh888
josh888

sorry about multi-posts
smokeygirl
smokeygirl

I do know what you mean - - -these past few days haven\'t been easy in the least, but right now I\'m glad I\'ve stuck to my commitment - 106 days today... sometimes I say - wow, I should be able to \"reward\" myself and go just once again... but then I do talk myself out of it - just this crazy addiction talking!!
Stay strong,
Smokeygirl