I've been thinking

ya thats where the smoke is coming from lol

 thats me... a thinker... listening to you I decided to work on me... 

 haveing MS my physical ability to do things has changed my life and I'm still getting use to not being able to do what I use to... 

I reacently got the Lemtrada wich is supose to stop the MS and in some cases gets rid of it all together but... it gets worse before it gets better... Im still in the getting worse part 

I had a caregiver before but only for minimal help... lately I've been needing her to do my laundry, shop, cook meals... my independance has turned to depending... 

ok back to what I was thinking... Im done sitting back hopeing that this makes me feel better... somehow I got a the energy, the drive, the will to get better and stop sitting back and waiting for it to happen... Im gonna make it happen

changed my diet, seeing a councelor, starting some excercises, cut my hair, getting my teeth fixed, getting new glasses... 

I didn't realize how deep in a whole I put myself in... so Im doing everything to not only make me feel good physically but emotionally too

I think all it took was haveing just one person to believe in me... so thank you all for the support